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12 January 2008 - 12:06 PMwell, after 2 years of paintballing about once a month, it is now winter, all the fields are closed and no-one is playing paintball
I haven't played in 5-6 months and i know that doesn't seem like alot to some people, but I'm tired of this...
I'm getting unfit,(not chubby just unfit) i used to be able to hold myself horizontally across a bar with my legs straight out
and do close to 15 pull ups(all the way down and back up) now im having trouble even balancing on my own two feet... running
a mile is pfft impossible now. and my eye sight is getting worse and worse because of me being on my computer 6 hours a day
I cant ever scratch up enough money to go with my friends so im always left behind on my computer
the last 4 times I've went i've been harrassed by jerks,speedballers, and other un like-able people. I've rented for such a long time since my gun's been down or borrowed friends guns.
every time i try to make a woodsball team at my school either:
A:no one shows up
B:teachers send me to a psycologist for being "violent"
C:people show up but don't want to practice or dedicate their time to this
I'm losing the fun aspect of it too. I really dont get the adrenaline rush i used to, i find myself doing stupid things and messing
up more often, meaning i get hit more often. I scared myself the other day, when i got bunkered by a older guy(like 20 something)
i got so angry that I wanted to wipe(ive NEVER wiped, EVER) and shoot the guy a hundred times
I yelled HEY WHAT THE **** and almost started a fight that i knew i would've lost. and might've gotten kicked off the field.
My friends(who i got into paintball) are all either quitting or getting MUCH MUCH better than me(not that its a bad thing)
(they just don't want to go out with ME anymore because I'm not on their team or dont play speed ball...
They have a constant flow of money it seems and one of my friends(a very good one)*but also very rich* keeps upgrading his arsenal! first a MR2 then a proto rail then a timmy 05 now an ego 07!!! And i know the motto goes
a player isn't made by his gun. but it seems these first timer 11-12 year old kids with DM's keep owning me.
I keep finding myself saying "I can get better i just need a better gun." which as ridiculous as it seemed at first keeps getting truer and truer in my eyes. but this solution is cancelled out by the fact that i have no money and i can't get a job.
seeing as i'm also having problems at home because my grades are mediocre and my mom keeps threatening to send me to military school in Peru or to live at my dad's(which means dropping out of high school)because of my mediocre grades...
I definatly wont have any money to go paintballing this summer which means I'm probably going to quit paintball.
to those that read the entire thing... THANK YOU
i'm here to ask anyone for tips,advice or knowledge(they are the same thing)
has anyone else been down this road?
25 November 2007 - 11:21 AMjust wondering if anyone here raves/breakdances/shuffles
kinda bored and want to know if anyone that paintballs has an interest in the arts
currently i can shuffle, and do the 8 step 6, 5,3 and top rock as well as freeze
if your a break dancer you'll know what these mean
if you wanna learn just ask i'll try to help in any way
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