Posted 20 April 2010 - 08:48 PM
worst feelings for me usually come at school, every day it feels like my "friends" find everything about me to be a big joke, despite high sat scores and good core gpa i'm considered an idiot by most at my school. In my football team I have 2 people in front of me who don't give 2 craps about our team and hardly show up when I am there every day busting my ass just to have my coaches ignore me even when I say hello to them. I'm considered by most to be an poop shooter based just on appearance even though I go out of my way to help even those who are ridiculing me. I've read online about clinical depression and honestly every single symptom sounds like me, but my parents won't hear anything about it, with the primary quote when i bring it up being " Your a teenager, your just overreacting." I constantly have to keep myself busy with even the most meaningless tasks to keep my mind from wandering onto depressing thoughts, honestly unable to understand why I should even give a good GOLLY GEE WILIKERS anymore.
note: sorry if this like, quadruple posts, been having login errors when i click post.
Get Angry!Poor Gary Coleman, he lived a short life.